[Intro]
I'm an only child, no one could have made another
I have to father my mother and treat my son's grandfather like my older brother
The skies are gray in Toronto, they not a golden color
I'm feeling like BTS cause it took the whole career for me to be so discovered

[Verse 1]
I know for sure that my parents they look at me and see a overcomer
I'm looking back at them and these days I see an older couple
I see my only uncle looking like that shit that I ain't on enough to
And if he said the way he really felt I'd probably see his side because I'm old enough to
I'm looking at all my niggas they say bro we love you
But all my words really the shit that they be going up to
Feel like 40 won't even listen to my words when he knows I'm in a load of trouble
I'm in a cut just load them rebuttals
And I got a bunch of hits on my hands see the swollen knuckles
I try to tell them it's working out for me now he say then show your muscles
Poo to me that you're still as strong when it's only us two
They know you throw with bread but there's some shit you gotta pony up to
Basically he's saying I got growing up to do
I gotta dig deep I really hate those two words they never bring peace

[Verse 2]
I'm at the Bulgarian turkey with my bitch and we ain't come here for no big teeth
I came here to turn a new leaf and maybe finally get some sleep
But all I can think about is the mountain to climb
And the conversation surrounding my music like that twin peak
With dieback in 2024 was a big piece so it's like the shit is me but it isn't me
Y'all keep on asking me what it did to me that's what it did to me
When I dig deep they say dig deeper tell us how it felt to me the grim reaper
This album better have some big features
Sorry to burst your bubble but I'm all alone for my mental
And I been tryna answer many people I almost forgot the intro
Been so sure of my words that I haven't used a pencil
Been so paranoid that nothing in this world seems coincidental

[Bridge]
Yeah
Our brother sold his chain the other day and said that someone snatched it
I'm still processing that shit it got me so distracted
I think he's so desperate and our life is going fantastic
He don't have the heart to come and tell us he pawned it for cash
Even his baby mama been saying he been moving backwards
To me he's so the only thing that has ever mattered
I could never forgive such an aphorious action
I'm still healing my own traumas I barely adapted
This new talk shit I'm dropping is gonna spin till I'm radioactive
Yeah I really make the roughest days in life look very relaxing

[Verse 3]
I don't do psychic delics because I'm too scared of unpacking
Sometimes I only see myself in my therapist's glasses
But I'm not taking it serious cause she's very attractive
I know it's a heavy ass decision to bury the hatchet
It'll take more than six paw bears to carry that casket
I put the man in manipulation when I pay a rent and now there's an obligation to our attachment
Then I sprinkle in a little Mercedes in fashion
If that's not enough for ya, well baby go back in
You fuckin do that the spot that I got for ya Jesus
You gave him reason to speak on my name, that's some weak shit
They text and proof to my phone and my heart is in pieces
You keeping your options open for real, that's some e-shit
Since you gotta be kiddin like nephews and nieces
I keep on rescuing leeches, I can't believe it
I really can't believe it, I can't believe it

[Verse 4]
Too many wide transfers bound to have a good girl's morals
Tangled a rent-free penthouse and a van cleaf floor
And plenty more examples that had you goin' door to explore outside
While I turned a blind eye cause it's more than painful
I think I also put the man in manifestation
Either I'm too numb to the shit or the city is changing
I bump into people and they act like we literally strangers
Random intrusive thought but what happen to Taz's angels
So many people that's not around from that generation
Niggas wanna talk about a battle, I'm battling patience
Niggas I battle frustration, I'm bout to turn 40 dog
I'm battling agent, I'm battling the fact that the album
Ain't even dropping already, their ass is complainin
Fuck it, I battle the label, fuck it, I battle the majors
I battle the stations, took my asses back in rotation
Shout out to the real fans that knew what I had in the basement
Shout out to the fake fans, I thought we had an arrangement

[Outro]
How many times have you tried to tell me I had a replacement
How many times do you bout to ask if I had a vacation
How many artists I've had to witness do bad imitations
Niggas want me all bent out of shape, rattled and shaken
My dad got cancer right now, we battling stages
Trust me when I say there's plenty things that I'd rather be facing
For real
And this time ask me to dig deep, I'll gladly explain it
Ice